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The weirdest things make me want to cry

I've been having a hard time lately as you all know. This hard time has only gotten worse as I have not only got my own issues effecting me but also the issues within my family. 

This post is going to be super short, I am currently sitting at work, feeling as if I want to cry. Sometimes a good ole cry is all you need to relieve the pressure you feel inside. We have the radio on at work typically, we have more recently opted for YouTube music as the radio is very tedious, repeating the same songs over and over, hearing the same dumb news every single hour. Today is Disney classics and my favourite song from Mulan came on, I'll make a man out of you. As I was singing along I felt the urge to cry again. 

Even when I'm not having a hard time I cry to things like this all of the time. 

I am truly a sensitive soul. 

BCL says

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