Hi all, I don’t know if anyone still reads this blog but it’s a platform that I created not to be read but to be written. Life threw a curveball at me this year, a horrible and nasty curveball. I was hit by a car and I’m now recovering from concussion, a head wound and the trauma of the experience. I was feeling quite optimistic about things before the accident, I had just started a new role, me and my boyfriend had decided to move in together next year. A few things to be excited about. The accident was on the 19th June and this was only a month into my new role which has well and truly made me feel awful. It’s not my fault that I was in an accident but I always feel guilt when I cannot fulfil my duties. I don’t think the guilt stems from letting people down although I do have a sense of that feeling whenever I’m off sick but I think it’s because I need to keep a job. I am not in a position where I can be unemployed and I think that’s where the sense of guilt comes fr...
It’s been a very long time since I have needed this blog, it was my solace and my safe space for a long time. Sure I have still written a couple posts that were not written as a coping mechanism for the generalised anxiety disorder but I think it’s beautiful that you still value my writing even after a long hiatus. I still read and write and I think writing will always be my way of expressing myself no matter what I feel or go through in this life of mine. I may not be using this blog so much as an outlet anymore but I do hope what I have written is helpful in some small way to you readers. I’d like to thank you for still being around and would love further support through my new way of writing. I told you last year I was now a published author and wow is that still surreal. What I would also like to share is my newest short story which I hope you decide to read. Let’s also hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. https:/...