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What I have said still matters

It’s been a very long time since I have needed this blog, it was my solace and my safe space for a long time. 

Sure I have still written a couple posts that were not written as a coping mechanism for the generalised anxiety disorder but I think it’s beautiful that you still value my writing even after a long hiatus. 

I still read and write and I think writing will always be my way of expressing myself no matter what I feel or go through in this life of mine. 

I may not be using this blog so much as an outlet anymore but I do hope what I have written is helpful in some small way to you readers. 

I’d like to thank you for still being around and would love further support through my new way of writing. 

I told you last year I was now a published author and wow is that still surreal. 

What I would also like to share is my newest short story which I hope you decide to read. 

Let’s also hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. 

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