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Overthinking

I’ve had a lot of stuff going on recently that is giving me anxiety and stress and also making me unhappy. It’s stuff partly under my control but not all of it can be immediately changed or fixed. I woke up today feeling crappy due to these things but then I got to work, a few things just made my perspective change. I listened to my new music Friday playlist (a little late) the music improved my mood instantly, I got a cute text from someone I love very much, made me realise how lucky I am to have that person. 

It’s crazy how things that aren’t related to my issues brought a smile to my face and have made such an impact. I’m always saying that I appreciate the little things and today is proof that is true as ever. 

The things that I feel crappy about right now are only temporary and things that are temporary need not ruin my perspective or mood. I love the way the mind works, the switches you can flip. 

This sunshine also helps. 

BCL says 

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