I’ve been contemplating life a lot recently. Ever since the Christmas break I have been thinking about the decisions I have made, and I know people say every decision you make is meant to be, but I’m not so sure.  Looking back, there are a few different decisions that would have made my life very different:  1. If I hadn’t ended a relationship, I’d be married with children probably by now. Granted, I’m not even sure if I want marriage and children based on my current feelings.  2. If I hadn't based my career choices on what was best for me and someone else, rather on only what I wanted I would probably have had a career already. Sure, I'm training to be an accountant now but that's not where I ever saw my life heading.   There are things in my life I have zero control over but the above were two decisions I made which I think about every once in a while and wonder how my life would be if I had chosen differently at the time.  You’ll notice I say probably because...

Morning world,  I say morning world because based on statistics my blog is read all over the world. This literally makes me feel so amazing and you have to know I appreciate you all so much.  I do have a lot of things going on right now in my life which I have been wanting to share however I do not feel it’s appropriate based on what is going on in the world currently.  I am not belittling my own struggles and worries. You should never feel as if what you are going through isn’t valid because it seems small in comparison to other things, so please don’t. I’m simply just getting on with things as best I can and the need to write isn’t as strong as it has been right now. This is a positive thing, but I will be back with you soon.  Take care of yourself.  BCL says